>>16376380yeah i get it i'm really fucking high on copium tonight it really is just some person i just happened to know well enough and she just happened to be this pleasant to be around with and with such enjoyable mentally but it's just so fucking sad and devastating to even think about it how hard i fell and how really fucking stupid and unnecessary all of that that happened was
i need some fucking medical grade copium mixed with extra enriched hopium but those events really fucked me up hard i just won't be the same person i was back then anymore
maybe it's actually good and maybe it's just a phase and stuff but fucking hell so this is what being an adult feels like i guess, yep, yikes
anyway it's my stuff and my fucking misery and pain so yeah thanks for even paying attention to that i know how to cope and i'll be alright it's not the first time and not the last time i guess