>>16410022i think i need help really badly, my mental state is deteriorating, and it feels like i can't do anything about it. i feel utterly alone, trapped inside my apartment. i don't even bother looking outside anymore.
everything hurts really badly, and i just don't know what to do about any of it. i continue to hurt myself because i feel so worthless, and hurt others' feelings in a futile attempt to feel better about my pathetic self. i'm forgetting what being human being is being like. so utterly isolated...
