>>16412647It may sound like schizophrenia but my old house was filled with gas or energy or something that makes me mad
I had to escape from there as I was causing temper tantrum everyday
I became a homeless but the stress worsened
I got a new rent at a big house which calmed me down so I was sure that I'm sane at that time
but what I didn't realize was that I was in a depersonalized state due to previous excessive stresses
There's no way I was lazy
I was motivated as fuck
It was the only shot I got
In fact after I got prescribed lithium I can work normally
why didn't I realize
A single mistake led to loss of million
Mental illness is not a meme
There's things which one can't fix with willpower
