>>16458385You can escape it.
First of all penis size doesn't matter because you're not having sex, and you won't be. Get used to it. It isn't that great anyway, it's sweaty exercise and being obese makes it such a workout you can't even cum. You will never get more pleasure than from masturbating and you don't need an anime wife to do that.
Secondly you're probably not going to lose weight. You might, for a while, but unless you get on an effective medication for depression, you'll gain it right back during your next episode.
Once you truly accept these things as unchangeable facts you can live with them. I suggest filling the massive void in your heart with animals. Wild and/or pets. Go to the park and feed pigeons early in the morning. Get a cat. Anything living. At least taking care of living things is 1000x better than obsessing over cartoons.