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I'm not allowed to let it out and I am burdened with the ability to have morals and be alive yet be emotionally disconnected from the rest of the emotional droves making it harder to manipulate me and my natural inclination for dissent, making large amounts of friction socially, which drives me further into isolation and misery, my only respite being others who found their own ways into my sphere, but either care less or has strongly held beliefs which point to other weaknesses, making it not desirable to interact with those either. My best friend is a 15 year old in the balkan peninsula which I play videogames with and occasionally provide advice and philosophy on.
I believe that there is no rest for this until there is enough momentum to bring the current empires down, and a new collection of leaders with similar mental capabilities to mine take the throne and the responsibility of power, for the best leader is one with morals that is difficult to corrupt.