>>16567808nah it's too complex to apply for that and i'm not that mentally unwell to cosplay as a shizo or something like that but yes that's very true i will find something decent in the near future i very much hope so or at least i will actually start doing what i genuinely like to do like making music (or rather good music, also known as gusic) or drawing some abstract shit and maybe i will even be lucky to capitalise on that