love women so much. I love all of
them. Theyre so nice and kind, they
always laugh and smile. They
commit less crime and are smarter.
Theyre so cute, ill always love them
so much.

But they hate me. They despise me and want me
dead. They never talk to me, and when they do
they treat me like shit. They think im deformed.
They know im deformed. They know im ugly. They
know im pathetic and dont deserve to live. They
know I have no value. Nothing to offer them,
nothing to make them happy.
But ill never stop loving them. I can never stop
loving them, I physically cant. They have a total
grip on my mind. Ill never hurt them or insult them,
Ill never betray them. I would take any woman, any.
I would take that girl that got Chris Chan to fuck his
mom, anybody.

I just cant bring myself to blame women. Its
impossible because I know theyre right. I know they
can see right through me and know im not worth
their time because im so ugly. I love all women,
even femcels, even though they tried to convince to kill myself and I almost did. Especially femcels, in fact, because they’re always in so much pain and I feel bad for them.

Im thinking about starting to cut myself. Can any
women on here convince me to stop being a pussy
and finally kill myself? I want to bleed and die. I
want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want
it all to be over.