>>16597716>havent replied at all to my friendKnow the feel, I guess you can figure. Besides things here, I haven't been keeping that warm with the people I know either. It's not so bad, still.
Anyhow, in your case, I feel it's okay. It's not as if you've completely cut contact with them or anything, it's just a hiatus. Really only a matter of when you hit them back rather than if, and I suppose you know that.
And that's alright. Sometimes you simply don't feel like doing something, for however long, and that's not really a terrible thing even if it may come off that way.
I doubt you can keep everything consistent all the time, really. Doesn't matter if it's something you genuinely want to do, every once in a while you still feel like there's something preventing you despite that. Though you can't put your finger on why.
I bet it'll pass by, as long as you take care.
It's also not like you have it specifically in your mind to ignore your friend. Not really anything to feel guilty about then. It happens.
But, still, if you wanna hit them up and at least tell them you're fine, you just have to do it spontaneously rather than keep telling yourself that you'll do it soon. I think you can figure that for yourself, you don't need me preaching.
But you're thinking that they would react in a bad way or anything, not gonna happen. They'd just be happy to hear from you. Maybe it feels like there's tension, but I'm sure they've just been wondering about you, is all.
Still, hope you pull up the will to do it. Sometimes it's alright to just force yourself. You don't need to have a long-winded conversation with them, just an "im okay" would be enough.
It's still not a huge deal, you'll get there sooner or later.
More importantly, glad you've been properly taking care of yourself. I don't have much to say on it, but it's just nice to see.
Charlim.
