For a while when chikacabra was an active poster i was extremely "scared" of visiting /bant/, i was scared of opening random thread, i was scared of seeing his flag and seeing him talking to other people.... Every time i saw his flag i got sick feeling in stomach, i felt physical pain and couldn't think anything. But it made me want to check every single of his post more and more, i couldn't stop myself from seeing what he posted from archive, feeling of fear when pressing "search" was far greater than anything i had ever felt.
And today i started feeling exactly same when coming here, there's only one explanation, he must be near.... I feel it.