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Quoted By: >>16642729
Porn is not healthy nor is it funny to be addicted. Too many people are either too young or too stupid to know the actual damages of porn and porn addiction until they've experienced it for themselves and I am living proof of it.
My addiction and tastes have only gotten worse as the years have gone past
>at 4
>Go to swimming lessons, since my mom always took me we used the women's locker room, that is normal but already then i just felt the urge to look at women's private parts, not out of curiosity but because i liked it
>at 12
>discover porn on my grandpa's laptop and start looking at it
>Love it
>he has no idea to this day that i know about it, he doesn't know about browsing history, it's been over 10 years and he still watches it
>at 13
>imitate the movement that men do in porn with their dicks
>discover masturbation
>Masturbate daily for about 5 years
>Take a short break to try and gain control of myself but fail many times
This hasn't impacted my relationships or sexual life since i know how to hide it, but the concerning parts are how it has affected my tastes, i got it down to a list that progressivly get's worse over the years.
Vanilla, Missionary, doggy
Anal and stepsister
Surprise anal and petite teen
Consensual non consensual and rapeplay
Race and rapeplay
>it was the at it's worst in high school
Actual rape, cp, candid porn, voyeur: At many points did i have elaborate plans to purchase spy cams to spy on and rape my classmates. Most of the girls partied and got drunk every night so i started thinking of spots i could snatch them and rape them anally because i just felt like it would be better.
It's gotten more tame as I've gone into adulthood and spent 2 years in the army, keeping me too busy to think of porn. If anyone, i repeat, ANYONE says that porn pros outnumber the cons you have permission to do whatever the fuck you want to them.
My addiction and tastes have only gotten worse as the years have gone past
>at 4
>Go to swimming lessons, since my mom always took me we used the women's locker room, that is normal but already then i just felt the urge to look at women's private parts, not out of curiosity but because i liked it
>at 12
>discover porn on my grandpa's laptop and start looking at it
>Love it
>he has no idea to this day that i know about it, he doesn't know about browsing history, it's been over 10 years and he still watches it
>at 13
>imitate the movement that men do in porn with their dicks
>discover masturbation
>Masturbate daily for about 5 years
>Take a short break to try and gain control of myself but fail many times
This hasn't impacted my relationships or sexual life since i know how to hide it, but the concerning parts are how it has affected my tastes, i got it down to a list that progressivly get's worse over the years.
Vanilla, Missionary, doggy
Anal and stepsister
Surprise anal and petite teen
Consensual non consensual and rapeplay
Race and rapeplay
>it was the at it's worst in high school
Actual rape, cp, candid porn, voyeur: At many points did i have elaborate plans to purchase spy cams to spy on and rape my classmates. Most of the girls partied and got drunk every night so i started thinking of spots i could snatch them and rape them anally because i just felt like it would be better.
It's gotten more tame as I've gone into adulthood and spent 2 years in the army, keeping me too busy to think of porn. If anyone, i repeat, ANYONE says that porn pros outnumber the cons you have permission to do whatever the fuck you want to them.