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I'm at the lowest point of my life

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I'm literally at the lowest point in my life and don't have any way out
>be 26 years old
>German/Bulgarian(Mom Bulgarian)
>have no folk since I dont really belong to both nations
>live in a German city in the West
>work at an ok job
>coom every single day atleast 5 times and watch porn
>OCD thoughts
>in love with a girl, but she shows no interest in me
>have no one in my family besides mom, dad and brother (rest doesnt care about me)
>no discipline and motivation, even quit the gym + became a fatass
>smoke and drink as a cope

I even went to the bathroom at work today and cried for 15 min, because I couldnt take it anymore.

I dont know what to do anymore my frens, I want the pain to stop but dont want to die as well.