>get 3/10 practice gf on tinder after years of no matches
>she's the only person I can talk to
>can't bear anymore how ugly she is after one year
>feeling horribly depressed over the prospect of being lonely again

People in real life either ignore me or outright hate me for no reason, plus I lack basic human skills (can't eat most foods, don't know how to interact in groups of people, don't know how to flirt). This is just so fucking hard and I wanted to vent.