awful. holy shit let me tell you. first you need to know that im very different than normal people. ive been an incel all my life until a mental breakthrough recently where i now have no fear of other people anymore and will not take any bullshit even if it's just social norms during smalltalk. the last girl i dated i told her "i just want to let you know im not on this date to have fun. fun isnt going to let me know who you are as a person. im here to find out if you are someone i can have a longterm relationship with." and she just said "oooohkaaaay" sarcastically like that was a problem and i was weird. so i said "yeah, we're done here." and left. the entire date lasted 30 seconds. being normal is not an option for me.