>>16686080>you must practice feeling the heart in your body - then 'linking' the heart to other 'parts' by sing a symbolic constructFor me, yes, the heart communicates to the brain but it does not use words like the mind does, its closer to Phsycis expressions than words. It only uses a couple messages, so its a very basic means of communication.
The feeling of falling back in a chair, a sudden rush of, well, feeling, is what I feel.
>Sad part is "Love" has been resuced to a Physics equation in me so its all hard to express to other people.>making them wholeany suggestions senpai?
Closest thing that worked for me was pretending like I was before I ascended, for shirt periods of time I could sometimes lretend to be normal and just "touching" it helped me remember normalcy but its "the old me" and I cant go back to that.
Eyes opened cant be closed, even if I pretend to, so its "maturity", its the new you, and rolling with the punches or accepting that Im a "quasi-human hyper being trying to interact with normies" is just how its going to be.
>Generally I self-induce a sonnabulistic state, then once 'inside' I split into '3' and then watch myself be a hypnotist who has another self who he hypnotizes (me again) then I go and play aroundClearly you're insane. All my personalities are extremely hostile and seek nothing other than total domination of the planet to ensure its safety and peace by the rule of an iron fist.
I'm clearly the sane one.
>1) did you swim alot/were yuo comfortable in the water as a child?Yep.
2) did you ever wrestler, able to do a wrestlers bridge?
Yep, was quite good and sparred a wrestler in middle school and impressed him as he couldnt just "beat me", wrestling an older brother helped.
3) how do animals generally react to your presence?
I like to fuck with them so...
Snakes, scorpions, spiders, I just like fucking with animals!
