>>16705035I would like to assume you talked to your doctors about it and the fact it makes you sleepy/not working?
If you already did that and changed meds, worst (or best?) case scenario I can think of is trying a drug, like DMT, but the hard part is you require to not be alone, let it be physical or voice call or via text messages, could be a singular person or support group you can trust they wont mess you up and give you some messages of comfort