I'm a NEET guy since 2018 and just hit 30 this end of the year. What careers that are available for me to live decently, not too rich but where I can afford my basic needs like shelter, a vehicle, a bit of hobby and some commitment? A little bit about myself. I'm single and a virgin with entry level work experiences (clerk, food seller, janitor, box packer) that doesn't lasts more than 6 months and I didn't receive any government assistance because I think someone else might need it more than me as I'm living with my savings from those ex jobs. My chronic anxiety is preventing me from working directly with people because they think I'm rude due to my resting bitch face which I can't helped, I prefer being lead on instead of a leader, starting a company is scary if the prediction of next year is true, tried programming but too stupid for most parts especially back ends, filling up surveys but got scammed instead. Maybe it's my low self-esteem because of my upbringing but I won't use it as an excuse despite they do affect me in some ways like the way I'm presenting what I think the solution, so most of the time I just keep it to myself. At times I feel I want to end it all but I'm too distracted with something else like online dramas and ants crawling. I've never went to seek professional help because they all need cash which I don't have enough to cover their fees. Yup, no insurance and 0 credit score as I think it's just a meme to get me trapped into debt. No, I don't want to steal. Even if I'm basic, I don't want to bad deeds.
Yes, please. Guide me.
t. 155cm, 56kg, brown