That fact that you specify
>muh hot women
Is what confirms that you literally never actually felt love or affection for a woman, because otherwise you'd know that looks don't matter (so long as they are not tragic) and that every woman who you actually fall in love with is the most beautiful one. And hey, guess fucking what, women (and men) who have parters look prettier. Why? Because they try to look their best for their partner, epsecially if they are picky about looks. But, as a reward for reading this far, instead of calling you an incel I'l give advice - the next time you wait for your work/school/whateverthefuck else to start or a break to end, just chat up with literally the first girl you see who is there with you. If you actually follow this one piece of advice, all else will fall into place.