GREAT! I love this time of the year. I love feeling a depression that I literally could not explain to anyone on this planet except for a select few people who I have completely isolated myself from because of stupid LARPing and deciding that I need to act a certain way, only for me to expose myself on purpose for some reason and look like a complete retard. I also LOVE that the only people who I can share my thoughts with are looked at as losers or at best, retards with too much money by most of society. I also LOVE that I can't even go on my favorite imageboards to have a good laugh without that feeling of happiness being quickly by a sense of universal meaninglessness and nihilism. Not like I have anything worth achieving anyway. The only person worth talking to or trying for at all is being a complete bitch recently and trying every excuse to get over the fact that they don't want to talk to me, but instead is doing all of the things I just sorry i have to stop this sentence and move onto something else because i had to do something else so this thought train stopped chugging if you know what i mean and if you don't know what i mean you can fuck off. i lied i am going to install a russian keyboard on this new laptop so i am going to post this i dont know if i will look at the thread that is a fucking lie too im an attention whore so I will keep refreshing the thread for no fucking reason because the attention of someone on /bant/ - International Random will never satisfy my cravings for recongnition. I just want to say at the end that the only hope I have to complete one of my main goals THE BITCH ASKED MY PRONOUNS I WANTED TO TELL HER TO FUCK OF!!!!!! BUT I CANT BECAUSE THE FUCKING AMERICANS!!!! ARE MY MAIN HOPE FOR THIS STUPID BULLSHIT I FUCKING HAT EAMERICA EVEN MY HISTORY TRACHER KNOWS THAT SHIT BUT I HAVE TO FUCKING RELY ON THEM I AM PISSED OFF I HATE THIS SHIT KNOWING THAT I HAVE NO FUCKING OPTION FUCK THIS ALL