>>16770755>i mean like a online place where people can socialize and be kind to each other. like a friend group or something where no one is evil. but that is just a dream i know its not going to come trueYeah, good that you realize that because no such place exists, but specially not in 4chan as the mods aren't gonna censor people just for being mean which would be inevitable to create a place without mean comments.
>im not homeless anymoreGood.
>I can't even talk irlNo real need, let the money do the talking for you. I remember one time when I was completely drained mentally but still craved having people around I took a shower, put on whatever and went to a bar close to home, got on a bench a bit to the side of the barman and just pointed to a beer in the menu and then spend an hour and a half drinking beer and listening to the band playing before heading home and sleeping.
Waste of money? Yes but I felt a bit better by the time I stumbled back home.
Hitting a gym is also good for being around people with no pressure to ever talk much to anyone, frankly most people are not primarily there to talk in the first place.
Btw, pretty much no one will ever 100% get someone else, it shouldn't be a dealbreaker if boomers at church and the bar don't totally get you.
>when people started abusing me on s4s i fought back against them but it just made them abuse me more and more in even more horrible waysExactly, btw there's no such thing as "fighting" on the internet, what are you gonna do use caps lock until they die? Just tell people to eat a dick and them shut them out.
>i want it to be online because i hope someone like me will see it and understand me and want to help me but again this is just a dream and i know its impossible even though its hard to believeMore power to ya, I have no horse in this race but I just don't think 4chan is the healthiest of places to pour your mind out for people to read, hope you find a community here that you can vibe to.
