>>16776276>Typically if you are too sensitive you need to get the fvck out of the city.I'm a countryside kid but I moved to a big city and lived there with my gf for 1 year and a half but she threw me out because I was depressed and paranoid.
>Did you have panic attacks when you were a kid?I remember my mind going full blank sometimes when people would try to talk to me and I would be looking through them while being unable to think.
It has been witnessed by others who told me afterwards : "What the fuck happened to you when xyz started talking with you ? You just looked at her, and looked disconnected"
Then later, at work, when I was riding the bus home, I suddenly felt completely drenched. I was wondering what the fuck happened to me and how did I get drenched like I just fell into a swimming pool but in fact I was completely dried and I thought I was gonna piss myself, so I got up and walked to the front of the bus and held the bar and waited for my stop. The arab girl who would awlays sit in front of the bus turned around, looked at me, and her expression changed. Like she had seen a ghost. I didn't understand what happened, but it was my first panic attack and many more would come.
>What are you paranoid aboutI'm paranoid about people making fun of me, trying to scam me, etc... sometimes when someone come in the room I'm in, I start shaking because I can't get out of my mind that they're gonna go straight towards me and punch me in the face as hard as they can, I started always carrying a knuckleduster and an automatic knife because of this.
I grew up with both my parents and they're both still alive.
>>16776281I don't think there's anything to do
>>16776286>quit being a faggy little french fry and struggleI'm 6'5", own a gun, etc etc, you get the idea, I'm not a faggot and I fought several times
