What if you absolutely destroyed your life? I'm already 24 years old, I'm studying for a bachelor's degree in a meaningless specialty, I have no friends or acquaintances. There is basically not a single reason to live for me.

But I have goal nonetheless. I'm thinking of changing my major specialty, so it's not all that bad.

My question is not how to do it, but how you, anon, started your life from scratch. When did it happen? For what reasons? Did you manage to get out of the abyss of your mistakes?