I just finished the first two episodes of Onimai, and I don't exactly know what to think about it. On one hand I hate the incessant fan service, but on the other hand it kind of gives me a warm feeling on the inside. I adore seeing Mahiro enjoying her new-found femininity, and being able to bond with her little sister more than she ever could have as a man. It reminds me of how my sisters and I were once close as children, and how I eventually drifted apart from the both of them, while they remained close. I firmly believe this is because I am a socially inept man. Why is life so hard, /bant/? Why couldn't I have been born a woman..? What I wouldn't give to wake up in a girl's body tomorrow... I'm so fucking done... It's over...
...I think I'm going to transition to a woman while I'm still in my 20's. I don't care what you chuds say, I'm finally going through with it. I encourage anyone who feels similar to me to stop hesitating and transition already, you're only going to regret not doing it when you were younger. I sure do.