Why are people always slandering or entreating me?
>8th grade reconnect with elementary school friend, he gets annoyed at me for repeating the "shrek is love meme" and turns on me
>later that year my parents find racist/Nazi memes and my dad threatens to turn me into the police if he thinks I'm a threat
>9th grade transfer to new school and am accused of asking vaguely threatening questions despite barley saying anything
>parents believe me at first but go through my phone and find more /pol/ tier things and get very upset
>10th grade am depressed and get help from tarot reader on /x/, he asked me for shirtless pics and makes me uncomfortable, I become delusional and think he's a threat and freak out, he offers me no comfort; try reconnecting with him later but he blocks me despite the fact it was his fault for not quelling my fears, and he fails to understand I had mental health issues
>Now a bunch of people on Discord are circulating out of context screenshots and claiming I sought out and jerked off to CP
I may have a best friend and a boyfriend but regardless it's only a matter of time till they turn on me. I don't want to live in edge like this anymore but not do I want to be alone. I have this horrible dream where my parents disown me too. Whatever. I'm killing myself later tonight at 3:33 AM. Maybe you'll see it online.

RIP Siel
2004-2022

https://youtu.be/gfnZbjFPSrU

Goodnight /pol/, goodnight discord, goodnight this life that has torn my soul.