> be me
> 2 years ago
> a fat incel
> obsessed with looksmax
> mewing, stretching for growing, extreme gym maxing, skincare, starving myself after bulk to get perfect abs
> after year finally got results
> actually somehow I am proud of me, from 3/10 to like 8/10
> girls sometimes approach me first

> be me now
> 19
> started going to clubs, pubs, meeting new people, tinder
> huge success
> sex on toilets, blowjobs at bars, clubs etc

> new problem
> every single girl rejected me after a month
> I literally got sex with them and they rejected me anyway
> One girl had sex with me, rejected me, then had sex with me again and ghost me
> happened like 20 times already
> kinda hearthbroken

Now I am more sad than I was in my room. I see ugly guys with girls who rejected me. The pain is getting worse and worse while others have fun. Idk what can I do more. I suffered and now I am suffering again. Anyway I will take my revenge one day