As a kid I never thought I would feel the call of love but sometimes during my high school years I felt it and ever since I feel like I lost something, my life has become a challenge, the challenge of living without it…
I tried many things to redeem myself but in the end it was to no avail and now I don’t know if I’m worth it…
So is my life…
I live to yearn for days that are long gone and no matter how hard I try I can’t live in the present, as if love has struck me once and will never struck me better than this day when I was 15…
You’ll probably think I’m lame but many others will think I’m truthfull, it just hurts to be truthfull sometimes…
The worst part of it all is that I never really was with this girl, I just had a feeling I really liked her and that she did too but circumstances and my clumsiness made it so that we never ended up together…
Still to this day, I think about her…
You might think I’m lame but others might recognize themselves in my writings, what can I say except that this has been my reality to this day…