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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 08:37:12 No.16902087 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>16902108 >>16903554 >>16903585 >>16903595 >>16908424 >>16909023

my heater died and im very cold
i put a monster in the freezer im gonna drink it soon
i still havent decided what video game im gonna play today if any
also im going to cut my hair sometime this week

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:VR331Jfu Mon 23 Jan 2023 08:39:03 No.16902088 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

go back

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:u8QxBqxG Mon 23 Jan 2023 08:39:09 No.16902089 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

could you please give me a blowjob.

!!4t6hB00ke/u

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!!4t6hB00ke/u ID:kVsITS4y Mon 23 Jan 2023 08:41:21 No.16902094 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

i dont really know you nor do i want to interact with you but i dont want you to be cold
please wrap yourself in some blankets

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ae5xm5AX Mon 23 Jan 2023 08:47:24 No.16902108 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

>>16902087
what will she do with the boxcutter?

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 09:40:32 No.16902200 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

monster was good and helped me wake up some
im going to see if i can get a 2fort match without bots

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 11:01:05 No.16902302 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

after learning huntsman i think it is so much more fun than hitscan

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 14:00:15 No.16903176 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

ever since i got to the top 200 duelers in tf2 i just havent had the motivation to play it really
i still want to improve but getting to top 200 was my goal for such a long time, i felt so fulfilled when i finally did it
i probably need a new goal... maybe i should master jump maps as soldier, but its hard to get the motivation to do it, i have just been doing duels with random people on 2fort again since i started playing tonight
its fun but ya, just not too into it anymore like i said

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:rUaSywHN Mon 23 Jan 2023 14:28:56 No.16903254 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585 >>16908448

https://steamcommunity.com/id/aaahhrealmonsters
hey there basil

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 15:49:23 No.16903484 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

ahhhh i wanna get high, hmmm maybe i will cause i got nothing else going on rly

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:TMKv9sKo Mon 23 Jan 2023 15:51:36 No.16903491 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

he still here fr ong

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:TMKv9sKo Mon 23 Jan 2023 15:57:42 No.16903507 Report

Quoted By: >>16903517 >>16903585

would

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Lx19JSEY Mon 23 Jan 2023 15:59:22 No.16903517 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

>>16903507
that is one sexy chubby thighs child

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:09:46 No.16903550 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585 >>16904028

tf2 players are so lame
kicking me for calling out a cheater on my team

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:10:43 No.16903553 Report

Quoted By: >>16903573 >>16903585

humans

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:JTT3sOYk Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:11:03 No.16903554 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

>>16902087
you vill freez-ACK!

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:13:48 No.16903564 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585 >>16903593

i swear, god is just telling me,
>everything sucks, you are constantly mistreated every day everywhere you go even when you try to do good things, just get high, its better that way
well fine, you win

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:TMKv9sKo Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:15:34 No.16903573 Report

Quoted By: >>16903585

>>16903553

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:mOKWdYMp Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:18:27 No.16903585 Report

Quoted By: >>16903835

>>16902087
>>16902088
>>16902089
>>16902094
>>16902108
>>16902200
>>16902302
>>16903176
>>16903254
>>16903484
>>16903491
>>16903507
>>16903517
>>16903550
>>16903553
>>16903554
>>16903564
>>16903573
do some heroin to own the noramlfags

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rs/1HMOs Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:20:08 No.16903593 Report

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>>16903564
chaotic isnt real

its just some retard pretending to be a fucking retard s4s poster

tsg !!f//FPBrC0Fi

tsg !!f//FPBrC0Fi ID:2t9coce7 Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:20:15 No.16903595 Report

Quoted By: >>16903630

>>16902087
what kind of heater, like a plug in space heater or is it radiators or forced air?

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:21:58 No.16903630 Report

Quoted By: >>16903837

>>16903595
my gas heater ran out of gas i have to call someone to come refill it, ill probably ask my mom to call them for me because im too scared to talk to people though
its fine i just put on lots of layers but i woke up freezing due to it. its happened once already this winter as well it is what it is

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:TMKv9sKo Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:24:01 No.16903835 Report

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>>16903585

tsg !!f//FPBrC0Fi

tsg !!f//FPBrC0Fi ID:2t9coce7 Mon 23 Jan 2023 16:25:29 No.16903837 Report

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>>16903630
i see. i hope they fill your tank soon. it is too cold for no heat. i keep firewood just in case

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 17:11:47 No.16904001 Report

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much better

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:TMKv9sKo Mon 23 Jan 2023 17:13:37 No.16904009 Report

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I NEED ACID

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 17:19:11 No.16904027 Report

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>shoot up
>get complemented for medic skills right after
its a sign

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:X8DSxYL5 Mon 23 Jan 2023 17:19:53 No.16904028 Report

Quoted By: >>16904032

>>16903550
play on banttf2

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 17:23:23 No.16904032 Report

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>>16904028
ahhhh dont think so, i care too much about artificial crap like casual rank
if speebus still plays say hi for me

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 18:35:08 No.16904253 Report

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ahhh i need another shot
i think i will get to at least 1900 duel wins, then maybe get more or switch to a different game to main for a bit, not sure yet rly just been feeling its time for a change lately

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 21:23:51 No.16905058 Report

Quoted By: >>16905063

my mom called me while im high, idk if they notice, i probably just sound tired
i got my heater working great now i wont freeze
ehhhh just more tf2, another shot might make me nod but i kinda want it since ive been feeling down, but thats... always

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:X8DSxYL5 Mon 23 Jan 2023 21:24:50 No.16905063 Report

Quoted By: >>16905093

>>16905058
i really like this one, it's so dreamy with that colouring

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 21:30:26 No.16905093 Report

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>>16905063
yeah me too

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:fIPiNyVR Mon 23 Jan 2023 21:42:56 No.16905440 Report

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im really hot and im too lazy to open the winows
ugh i wish i could kms rn

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:F2mUh5yp Mon 23 Jan 2023 21:46:09 No.16905448 Report

Quoted By: >>16905505

hey chaoskun
are you still doing heroin`?

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 22:04:03 No.16905505 Report

Quoted By: >>16905510

my mom wants me to go get a diagnosis, i know what i have but im so scared, am i supposed to tell them what i have? ive studied psychology for so many years, am i just supposed to tell them whats wrong with me, what if they think im making it up
this is horrible, it cant go well, nothing ever goes well
>>16905448
yes

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:F2mUh5yp Mon 23 Jan 2023 22:05:17 No.16905510 Report

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>>16905505
u should stop doing that

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 22:06:55 No.16905520 Report

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a diagnosis would help me get on welfare and it would help me in my life greatly, i tried last time, i was only honest and it didnt work out, humans are so awful, its like they want to be lied to, well i wont, im going to tell them exactly whats wrong with me when it comes to it, and i should be able to get diagnosed with the things that i know i have, but some things i know i have, what if i dont want to be diagnosed with them
oh no, ahhhh, i have NOT thought this through at all
what a huge mistake

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 22:16:37 No.16905550 Report

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one more shot and im gonna put on some music and continue to play tf2

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Mon 23 Jan 2023 23:02:57 No.16905678 Report

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endless, nameless

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:17:39 No.16906416 Report

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need another shot though of course

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:L1ai9nL1 Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:21:44 No.16906435 Report

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hi chaotic reading your blog is always really depressing but i just want to say dont worry i promise it will get better when youre dead and i feel so sorry for your parents and it always hurts me to read what happens to you because your blog is so cringe and you are cringe im sorry i just wish you had a better life and were an entirely different person alltogether because i dont really like you that is all

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:46:45 No.16906556 Report

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ur so fucking obsessed

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:47:44 No.16906564 Report

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damn im so pure and angelic it shouldnt be legal

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0rQdZtEU Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:52:25 No.16906590 Report

Quoted By:

Anxiety: The Thread

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:a4Jq1Ms7 Tue 24 Jan 2023 00:53:53 No.16906595 Report

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nigger: the thread

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 01:01:14 No.16906637 Report

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gonna shoot up again

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0+hmUBO8 Tue 24 Jan 2023 01:26:38 No.16906775 Report

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Which state do you live in anon?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:WDqqrbhL Tue 24 Jan 2023 01:31:51 No.16906781 Report

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where to get meth

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 01:35:15 No.16906792 Report

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i am so above the other medic players i constantly top score

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 02:37:51 No.16906998 Report

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my forts failed
my babies

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 05:16:35 No.16907516 Report

Quoted By: >>16907541

that match had some of the worst people ever reminded me why i keep tf2 and csgo muted
ehhhh speaking of csgo im gonna play a few comp matches until i hit reduced xp

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:28B1BnhX Tue 24 Jan 2023 05:17:30 No.16907522 Report

Quoted By: >>16907529

how are you still fucking alive
could you please OD already you terrible fucking waste of space

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 05:21:32 No.16907529 Report

Quoted By:

>>16907522
just leave me alone julia

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:a4Jq1Ms7 Tue 24 Jan 2023 05:26:26 No.16907541 Report

Quoted By:

>>16907516
i bet you play awp like a gaylord

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 05:58:51 No.16907622 Report

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if i actually end up getting welfare checks that would make me really happy and id feel so independent
i would be able to go on night drives again i havent done that in so many years
id like to get a record player and some of my favorite albums as well, i have a few already but they arent in my house

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:20:48 No.16908136 Report

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ahhh someone said thank you to me for shooting the thingy to get into snipers nest for them on mirage
and they said it in a really nice voice too
omggg im gonna keep that in my brain foreverrrrrrr
hmmmm what to do now, idk really, ummmm, geez i am so lonely i guess i could shoot up again maybe and explore gmod maps and pretend i live there, last time i did that it was really fun.
hmm sounds like a good idea and a good cure to loneliness yayy heh im gonna do it!!!

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:24:08 No.16908141 Report

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but first things first... im gonna drink a monster and ummm, i need to walk around for a couple minutes in my house at least because... well i just should because.... im uhhmm, decaying haha. but thats okay really we all die some day
well, im gonna sippy on monster and cook more heroin and get ready for gmod, that vn is gonna have to wait for another very special rainy day
and dont worry, i have not forgotten about my haircut!

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:29:00 No.16908146 Report

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ohhh i just realized what time it is, wow, someone was nice to me at this time of night????
that is actually so very... uncommon....
for this monster, i will use a straw

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:39:41 No.16908291 Report

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such a shame i do not record my csgo matches anymore
well that is long gone, he took it from me and i cant change it now so no looking back

sometimes i wonder why people add me from games, crazy friend collectors i suppose, like what do you want? i accept you and you dont even say anything lol, you just want me as a trophy, not big surprise there, i am quite the catch ahehehe
cooky cooky faster heroin please please please
ahhhh, in the meantime ill need to find something to listen to

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:44:46 No.16908303 Report

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found a nice ep from 2018 i will listen to this
brings back fond memories of a different time and place

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 07:56:15 No.16908312 Report

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time to shoot up heck ya

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 08:14:45 No.16908339 Report

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oh damn im kinda getting addicted to csgo, i wish it was wednesday already lol
im gona do another match haha

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 08:25:00 No.16908350 Report

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what if i cut my hair on heroin that would be so fuckedup lmfao hahahhaha
probly gonna hold on and do it sober tho

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 08:26:39 No.16908354 Report

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whatever it is, i bet its gonna look good
thank you my groomer for forcing me on hormones!!! it all worked out in the end
i cant stop listening to this ep

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 08:27:31 No.16908357 Report

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gotta get a cache match rn im feeling it

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:05:41 No.16908419 Report

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cache is my favorite csgo map
something really funny happened to me on it, it must have been 2019, when i first started playing csgo, i was sneaking all sneaky like into squeaky with that little door before they made the map all green, it was so scary since i was new, i was silver 1 and basically a cs virgin so people would either abuse me or gaslight me and stuff,
we were a whole group in the squeaky door and this person tells me to press e on it as if i dont know what that would do and i am facing the door and i press e and move back and he gets headshot by some random normalfag
funny memory i found that is now logged

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:06:58 No.16908421 Report

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maybe ill try not to forget anymore

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:ArB98Ue5 Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:08:12 No.16908424 Report

Quoted By:

>>16902087
Warm up

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:08:20 No.16908425 Report

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more cache yay
i am so alone haha

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:20:29 No.16908445 Report

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have to mute the humans though because im scared of them im just too scared what if they say something mean????????????
s4s already made me od by abusing me i cant have that happening again

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:21:41 No.16908446 Report

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but i want to talk to them really i just dont want them to abuse me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this world is so cruel
DAMN

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ArB98Ue5 Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:21:50 No.16908448 Report

Quoted By:

>>16903254
Fuck off ACfag

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:38:17 No.16908476 Report

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gota keep it voice disabled for now i just cant i just cant

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:40:09 No.16908478 Report

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my chair is even ripping its only 1 years oold like what the hell its already ripping apart hahahahahahhahahaha

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:41:28 No.16908479 Report

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i am so innocent thank you god for testing me by causing rips in my chair

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 09:59:34 No.16908515 Report

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i am always singled out
no matter where i go
got a 30min ban
got to remember

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:08:54 No.16909015 Report

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i dont remember the last time i was sober lol this is just the normal

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:aoZWef2Y Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:15:10 No.16909023 Report

Quoted By: >>16909025

>>16902087
From where do you get money?

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:17:20 No.16909025 Report

Quoted By: >>16909052

>>16909023
i dont get any money at all!!!!!
im losing it i need money for literally everything!!!
the government wont fucking give me welfare because im not missing a limb but my mom has me convinced, maybe they wlil, if i try again with a new psychiatrist

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:28:53 No.16909044 Report

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i will listen to certain albums to...
cause certain emotions to overtake me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:aoZWef2Y Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:34:24 No.16909052 Report

Quoted By: >>16909064

>>16909025
>i need money for literally everything!!!
Don't we all.
>if i try again with a new psychiatrist
Try getting a job instead, that build character. I was gravely depressed in my teens but realised as time passed that I had to pull myself up and earn a living.
Good luck.

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:38:55 No.16909064 Report

Quoted By: >>16909070

>>16909052
sadly i am not apart of the "all" YET but i damn well should be and deserve it
me getting a job is simply not an option due to many MANY many factors

chaotic

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chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:40:59 No.16909067 Report

Quoted By: >>16909070

abuse most certainly builds character and as you can see, i am quite the character, as others have pointed out
i am so amazing in fact that some people think i do not even exist, hah woweee

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:aoZWef2Y Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:41:45 No.16909070 Report

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>>16909064
>>16909067
Alright, best of luck with your new psychiatrist then.

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:48:22 No.16909084 Report

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like a phoenix i will rise

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:58:15 No.16909106 Report

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if i get welfare the first thing i will do would be to fix my jeep and go to a bar to observe humans

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 10:59:27 No.16909108 Report

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i havent driven in a year and i used to be quite into that, such a shame
well it is the fault of a certain [redacted] but it is what it is

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 11:17:43 No.16909132 Report

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maybe i should sleep for a bit or shoot up again im not sure

chaotic

chaotic ID:QsnmdGHJ Tue 24 Jan 2023 11:21:22 No.16909136 Report

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im going to lay down and see what happens

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