>>16914237Imagine hating God for creating you, because your life is sad and then still living it.
Kind of sounds to me like you are enjoying all the benifits of God's kingdom without worshipping him, which he made very clear was OK, but you are only getting one life.
You want to spite him? It's impossible, he's still winning. Maybe he'll just change what winning is. He doesn't have to obey your rules.