>>16931803ok I understand, maybe a tell for another thread
I know you must consider this a problem, because it's not your first thread about it. I just wanted to wish you well, enjoy your evening drinking but don't loose yourself on the liquid forever, you have one life to spend and you can make it awesome, it's about pressing the switch and taking care of yourself. Look at akaribrapsniffer, he got institutionalized for months because of cutting himself and now he is lifting weights and reshaping his whole life
don't think that your threads or posts go unseen, we are all here for a reason and there is always someone reading. Again, I wish you the best, even we don't know each other, but I feel you. I hope you can write about your concerns when you feel like it, on another time.