I've been experimenting off and on with marijuana and they weren't kidding when they said this stuff exacerbates the symptoms of autism. When I don't smoke or eat any edibles, I seem to just wanna sit down and relax and not really think a whole lot, but when I start getting "stoned", I'm suddenly obsessed with my hobbies to somewhat of a crippling degree I won't lie. When I get high, I'm not even really high like normies are, I'm just totally focused and locked in almost kinda like psychopathy. It's somewhat disturbing.