I applied to be in the Freemasons, received an email that they'd be looking into me and would let me know and then they told me I didn't get accepted.
Am I marked for life now? They have an investigative team that goes through your whole life when you ask to get in, and if they reject you it's because they found something about you that masons don't like. Does that mean they're gonna start fucking with me?

Should I be worried what do I do now
Any masons or former masons know?