I’m 28 and for some reason I don’t care about being a virgin anymore. I could lose it tonight if I was willing to pay for sex but instead I’ll just sit in my room by myself as I always do. Or maybe I could lose it if I had a social life and talked to women, but I just don’t talk to people anymore. I barely talk to my parents. I don’t understand myself. The only social activity I do is going to the gym, but I don’t talk to anyone. I’m a loser, and I say it without shame or pride. I just feel in a haze. I don’t know where I’ve being all this years.

I’m not afraid of becoming a wizard anymore.