>>1706818Will read up on Nietzsche, thanks.
>>1706879I think what you just described is the root of the feelings I have right now.
Humanity always had to fight and to struggle to get things done.
But now there is no struggle any more. I can get literally everything I want with minimal effort.
I am not saying that having to fight is a bad thing but rather that I don't see any reason to fight.
I am pretty fit and care for myself and my things. It's really not that I am a fat neckbeard sitting around all day. I go to the gym 3 times a week.
But I get what you are saying. I am not completely lost for I have a plan in mind for my near future but lets say I finish my degree, move out and get a flat/a nice gf. My current problem with myself wont go away with that. The only thing that will happen is that I will bother other people that care for me or are even dependent on me with my problems that I have with the fundamentals of my own life.
>>1706910Oh boy, thats another subject is extremely difficult for me.
I love spirituality. I love that there is this mystery of life and death and that no one knows how the universe works.
Christianity is the only religion I ever experienced and realizing that 80% of the bible is utter bullshit is something that happened when I was 12 and started to understand the basic fundamentals of our world in general.
That really left a big hole within me because nobody ever showed me alternatives. I think the closest what I can/want to believe is paganism. The old religions of our past before Christianity happened. But where on earth can you find genuine information on that subject?
I also seriously already thought about just making up my own religion.
