I am a ugly gay freak and i was banned from int for asking for suicide tips so i will guess i will post this shit here and i guess i have no other way of saying this i am a bisexual freak who dreams of moving to norway sweden or anywhere beautiful with someone i love but i am sadly always haunted by a couple things i am american and this site taught me all americans are hated i am a freak and dont deserve love my dad left me and my mom to make another family and my mom constantly tells me i should kill myself

please tell me why i should even live why should even bother to get out of the bed going to the gym is not even helping me anymore i know you guys dont care anyway