Ive graduated 6 years ago from high school but ive been collecting social media pictures and vids of these girls and jerking off to them ever since. I just deleted all of it. I even planned to create deepfakes with deepfacelab. pathetic... Its time for me to stop living in the past. I have to look ahead. life was shit, is shit and its not going to get better from jerking off to hoes that i wont see ever again and that forgot i exist. crippling feelings of shame have always been my biggest weakness. stop thinking about the past. i have to finally erase this past section of my life from my memory. its fucking over, its done. stop thinking about all these people. fuck everything and everyone, including dad. theyre completely irrelevant now. grow up and stop thinking so much about jews as well. youre still a fucking virgin for christs sake. you gotta get your shit together