why do you keep going? maybe most people dont feel this way, but it seems impossible in a modern setting. how do you manage to work or go to college day in day out, how do you beat the constant headaches, and the constant ear ringing?
it seems impossible to get through the day without some kind of stimulation to distract me, i feel like i'm going to have a panic attack if i dont keep going, but i just want it all to stop so bad, its like a train you cant get off of.