I remember my father asked me if I was happy. I was surprised by such a question ... I answered that it was more likely no than yes. And that was it.
The doctor says you have to be joyful if you want to be happy. And why should I be joyful? That I'm alive, I've eaten, I've been able to see the sun? I came from an unloved job and have no strength to do anything in the evening. Right now, the day off, but I feel overwhelmed, I need to do the cleaning, cook food, read books calmly. I seemed to have abandoned video games completely, because in online projects I received the missing communication and there was a lot of free time until about 23 years old.
It makes me joyful to think that I have feelings for a character. But the problem is that it's a character. And when such a thought arises, sadness rolls over again. Perhaps the brain simply does not understand how to achieve such a goal and causes discomfort.
>>17066916do hellhounds need to go to the gym to keep fit? or are they perfect demons and don't have to worry about it, like with zero effects from drugs, alcohol and cigarettes?
>>17066926you know how to fantasize and it's wonderful, right?
