>>17083625Chasing pleasures is gonna make you worse off then just having exsistential questions running through your head, by the end of it you wish you would just be your normal former self. Be a good girl and save yourself, be pure and nice. As for exsistential questions, I can't answer them and I don't have any real help for it, but if you struggle with mind wandering. Like I do. You can try out zen meditation. You feel calmer and you have less thoughts running amok in your head. I used to think meditation was a meme, but it really does help. It doesn't even have to be long.