>>17102303yea and it hurts
its about as vulnerable as you can possibly feel
your whole inner world and whatever you have going on suddenly has to fit someone else in it
you see them smile and it does something to your head, and you curse yourself for being so moved by something so ridiculous
it can be other shit like watching them play with a pet and you just find the whole thing so beautiful and perfect you're waiting for the very first thing to come by and completely fucking destroy or alter it so its never the same again. or for a big change of heart and you're not longer what they want anymore. weirdly ive only dumped people in very extreme circumstances because i think my nature is somehow very submissive
thats how i have experienced it but im mentally ill
also i posted cringe
