I know it's sorta of gay beaten to the dead, but how do I cope with the feeling of sadness that comes out of nowhere? like what the fuck, I stopped being a neet, I'm in my third job receiving more than the average person in my country and I still a little sad retard.I have no socialization problems anymore, I should be okay by now, but here at my home at work with friends or any other thing I feel a constant thing that I can't describe, I don't know even if it's really sadness, sometimes it's just like I don't wanna do this anymore, i worked on the suicide line helping people with this feeling, but honestly I don't feel like calling them would change anything, not that I want to kill my self but the suicide line is not just for suicides ironically. I think that's no matter what I do I will always feel like this most of the time, I went to a doctor but he didn't see like I had some chemical problem in my brain