>>17136560After crossing many lines, too many times, for too long. When you reached that point, you got to be strong to move on really, because your dopamine receptors are fried, you are morally bankrupt, your spirit is broken and so on and so forth. Although i wasted a big chunk of life and my dignity is gone, i have the chance to redeem myself, as i'm barely 18, and i know many of you are a lot older than me, which qualifies you to be more deep jn the hole. To search for people to relate to i already gave up, even on 4chan, even the degen get utterly disgusted at really fucked up fetishes, like scat.
I'm quiting porn after i got broken to the point of crying and wanting to vomit, for the second time, which was yesterday. In both cases, i got to glimpse beauty, healing, self-discovery, love - things too foreign overall, to waste on pure evil. It's beyond words, really.
