how do you deal with dysphoria? every day i wake up feeling like shit. my first initial brain movements make me feel dysphoric as all hell and i scream internally for the rest of the day because ive been conditioned not to cry as a kid. after years of this everyday i dont think i can go on anymore (this isnt a kms post) i couldve felt happy all these years if my parents had take it serious and gave me hormone blockers but now im stuck a 6feet giant with massive fucking shoulders. i guess theres that one guy that would be into it but i doubt i can ever find him. i see girls anywhere on the internet perfectly okay with their masculine traits but looking at a mirror only gives me an even deeper desire to end it all. how do you do it if youve came this far?