HOW CAN I STOP CRYING THERES NO WAY TO GET ALICE BACK ITS ALL LOST, DONE, FUCKED EVEN THE MOST PATIENT AND KIND-HEARTED LADY TURNED MY BACK ON ME BECAUSE IM A TOTAL FAILURE AND ILL NEVER ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING IN LIFE I KEEP DRIVING EVERY PERSON AWAY AND DESTROYING MY RELATIONSHIPS OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE IM A STUPID FUCKING INCOMPETENT RETARD AND A MANIPULATIVE ASSHOLE