Lost my GF to another guy 7 months ago and I still can't get over it because a part of me hopes she will come back to me but she lives with him now and from what I can tell they are so happy together. She treats so much better than me, I mean she fucking feeds him for fucks sake.

When we were together we were happy but I know for a fact she treats him better than me. We hardly did anything sexual because she wasn't ready and it hurt her too much so I couldn't really fuck her even though my dick isn't big (4 inches lmao). I know they fuck like crazy since I found condoms in her room and in her trash. How was I able to do so? Because we lived together. He was fucking her in the same apartment I lived in, next to my room. I want to fucking die knowing they probably fucked in my room, since I slept in the living because it was a small one bedroom apartment.

Even after all that I would still take her back but I am losing hope everyday that goes by.