every day i regret not applying for disability and actually trying to improve my life. my friend got it and it looks perfect

>gets a tiny apartment with no parents total privacy
>my parents never sleep or leave constantly right outside my door and being loud
>gets enough for food and fucking around a little bit each month
>treat him like a retard and help him with everything
>even give him rides to the grocery store
>apartments are small but good enough and no one to bother you
>healthcare and college paid for
>doctors are free
>food stamps
>other neets in the apartments that are chill
>can sit on a pc all day and no one will ever bother you or care
>all needs met and taken care of by the state

he basically will never have any real problems again. while i am stuck with my demon parents constantly suffering

that is all i fucking want at this point. be neet and not bother anyone and no one bothers me.