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avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 16:01:48 No.17375740 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>17376026 >>17378722

I want to feel alright

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:j/kGWkVu Sun 02 Apr 2023 16:55:05 No.17376026 Report

Quoted By: >>17376146

>>17375740
What happened to the pushup program you started?

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 17:04:57 No.17376146 Report

Quoted By: >>17376167 >>17376193

>>17376026
I stopped at 20 push ups no longer had the motivation...
For me things have lost their value
so why even try

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0h9UstiO Sun 02 Apr 2023 17:09:02 No.17376167 Report

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>>17376146
dont stop you cant fix yourself but you can make yourself be okay with yourself
from the pictures you posted of yourself you dont look deformed or anything like i am

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0h9UstiO Sun 02 Apr 2023 17:14:29 No.17376184 Report

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yourself
yourself
yourself
yourself

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:j/kGWkVu Sun 02 Apr 2023 17:17:20 No.17376193 Report

Quoted By: >>17376218

>>17376146
>I stopped
No surprise there
>For me things have lost their value
so why even try
Do you have a family or any hobbies?
What do you do in your spare time?
Do you have any male role figures?

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 17:22:01 No.17376218 Report

Quoted By: >>17376886

>>17376193
>Do you have a family or any hobbies?

I used to Play Video Games alot and hanging out with friends
>What do you do in your spare time?

I only listen to music everything else is to difficult
>Do you have any male role figures?

Astolfo Just kidding

No i have none

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:j/kGWkVu Sun 02 Apr 2023 20:10:27 No.17376886 Report

Quoted By: >>17376983

>>17376218
>I only listen to music everything else is to difficult
>No i have none
Changing these might be a good start.
Otherwise you will just continue to drift further away from reality, literally begging strangers for a fucking (You) on a daily basis like the Indian, Swede, bigu, mycroft or chaotic.

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 20:42:01 No.17376983 Report

Quoted By: >>17377066

>>17376886
What do you mean by role figure ?
Any why is it important

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Lu+AE3un Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:06:49 No.17377066 Report

Quoted By: >>17377108 >>17377136

>>17376983
sometimes i forget how fucking retarded you are
youre 27 bro way too old to be acting like this, you're not depressed you think this behavior is attractive or something

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:18:56 No.17377108 Report

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>>17377066
I am not depressed...
it is a mixture of the following things:
Anhedonia
Apathy
Flattening of affect.
Attention deficits.
Antisociality
Alogia

sometimes i wish my psychosis was back
insanity is way better than this

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:24:19 No.17377129 Report

Quoted By: >>17377140

come on let's talk it out

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:75FXGwUu Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:25:49 No.17377136 Report

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>>17377066
He is legit diagnosed schizo and works full time. Dont be a cunt, surely he is doing his best

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hPIHXAbA Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:27:17 No.17377140 Report

Quoted By: >>17377146

>>17377129
let's not okay

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:28:41 No.17377146 Report

Quoted By: >>17377155

>>17377140
but maybe it can help
i grasp at any straw i can reach

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdFF1_tPyGA

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hPIHXAbA Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:30:13 No.17377155 Report

Quoted By: >>17377371

>>17377146
you will feel alright just not now

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:32:53 No.17377371 Report

Quoted By: >>17377397

>>17377155
it has been like this for almost 3 years
i don't think anything will change except that i might slip into psychosis again
which would at least free me from work

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hPIHXAbA Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:37:16 No.17377397 Report

Quoted By: >>17377439

>>17377371
yeah that's the thing later not necessarily means soon

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:45:47 No.17377439 Report

Quoted By: >>17377449

>>17377397
I have had enough
if they don't give me meds tomorrow it's goodby world

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:TNpTWfkI Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:45:48 No.17377440 Report

Quoted By: >>17377470

Things in your life won't change much until you start changing them.
You're just wasting your late 20's bitching to strangers who either want you to stop blogposting and get a life or absolute losers who enjoy talking to a semi-German version of themselves.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hPIHXAbA Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:47:50 No.17377449 Report

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>>17377439
they WILL give you the meds hopefully

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 21:53:10 No.17377470 Report

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>>17377440
what makes you think I'm "better" than these people?

avogadoposter

avogadoposter ID:8s4KQJ28 Sun 02 Apr 2023 22:11:30 No.17377510 Report

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oh well lets see the bright side
i can watch the most disgusting videos on this godforsaken earth without feeling a thing

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ZgelHJIG Mon 03 Apr 2023 03:39:00 No.17378722 Report

Quoted By:

>>17375740
don't worry, wgmi

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