i live a sad existence in a hellish country. i legit dont really talk to people or go outside at all during the day. i just hate how everything is basically just shitty cardboard houses, stroads, strip malls and supermarkets. i built a whole schedule around being awake from 3/6 pm to 5/6 am. i am a khv is because every woman in america is a fat bloated whore who has aids or herpies with few exceptions. i cant even stand to look at these mongrels that exist in my country. i am part of a tiny minority of americans who cooks his own meals and exercises daily/lifts weights 4 times a week most americans cant walk they cant have sex because they are too fat and because they are all ugly as sin.

i rather live in russia china argentina. china and india over the us. what does the us even have thats right nothing of value. we have the same tax rate as most western europeans but instead of going to decent services it goes to ukraine, israel ,destruction of europe and white people. we dont have cool things like europeans do like basic workers rights, decent healthcare thats free and good infasucture. we have a inflation rate comparable to argentinia turkey and venezula. our crime rate is basically worse than sao paulo mexico and south africa. i legit suffer here so i am moving to either germany spain or argentina. i havent had a friend since highschool. all i do is just lift weights and play games i legit have nothing to look forward to. all i see is just ugly buildings and my country collasping/ dying. i am never coming back so there is no point once i get my passport. i know anyone whos stepped foot in the us knows its worse than russia or china to live in. i mean ask anyone whos been to america all it is just a third world country with handful of spots that are slightly first world maybe on par with developed parts of venezula and mexico