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>Even the lowliest normies are enjoying themselves, having great laughs and experiences while working at wagecuck jobs, or even being in debt
>People at my age are working at Goldman Sachs and McKinsey or starting their own successful company making tons of money
>I'm a GDE so even when I go to the gym I feel shame knowing that 16-18 years old who do retarded routines are out-lifting me within half a year easily
>I'm a GDE so people much younger than me are benching 2x bodyweight for reps, squatting 600lbs, setting olympic records in sports, all while balencing their sexual relationships, their friendships, their GPA's at target schools and more
>The pornstars I masturbate to everyday are younger than me
>Everytime I come up with an idea like making an app or website I give up and get frusturated because I know some normie with a much smarter brain than I have will do it BETTER, much quicker and will advertise it better to users
>Walk around at night sometimes wondering if God will one day give me a divine intervention and help me realize what i need to do make it in this world
>Sometimes look up people I went to highschool with on Linkedin or instagram and see how they're living life to the fullest while I mope around and feel sorry for myself and never change anything
>People at my age are working at Goldman Sachs and McKinsey or starting their own successful company making tons of money
>I'm a GDE so even when I go to the gym I feel shame knowing that 16-18 years old who do retarded routines are out-lifting me within half a year easily
>I'm a GDE so people much younger than me are benching 2x bodyweight for reps, squatting 600lbs, setting olympic records in sports, all while balencing their sexual relationships, their friendships, their GPA's at target schools and more
>The pornstars I masturbate to everyday are younger than me
>Everytime I come up with an idea like making an app or website I give up and get frusturated because I know some normie with a much smarter brain than I have will do it BETTER, much quicker and will advertise it better to users
>Walk around at night sometimes wondering if God will one day give me a divine intervention and help me realize what i need to do make it in this world
>Sometimes look up people I went to highschool with on Linkedin or instagram and see how they're living life to the fullest while I mope around and feel sorry for myself and never change anything
