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Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:00:34 No.17402240 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>17402278 >>17402455

Working out and keeping yourself occupied doesnt help against crushing loneliness - noted.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:05:06 No.17402262 Report

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It always hits you the hardest before you go to sleep

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:06:40 No.17402270 Report

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I guess im going back to psychotherapy where someone gets paid to listen to me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:CUpWEJB/ Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:07:40 No.17402278 Report

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>>17402240
i wish i worked out when i was young so i dont have my noodle wrists

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:CUpWEJB/ Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:08:19 No.17402281 Report

Quoted By: >>17402427

mmos genuinely ruined my life

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:15:26 No.17402424 Report

Quoted By: >>17402457

Fuck this bitch ass world im not lobotomizing my personality just so some faggot wouldnt feel uncomfortable in my presence.
I recently was confronted with a choice:
Either i self censor myself and keep """friends""" or lose them.
It was a painfull realisation that after being """friends""" with these people they werent willing to make the slightest compromise for me.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:/2BiBSO/ Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:16:23 No.17402427 Report

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>>17402281
that'd sting extra bad if it was wow atm

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:17:20 No.17402432 Report

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If society and laws fall apart im definetly seeking out and ending some people. Only if that happens which it wont because obiviously everything is fine and we got nothing to worry about right project prism guy?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:19:12 No.17402442 Report

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Loneliness is building to a point where it turns towards anger. I will not do anything stupid because i have self control

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:pfK5mzYU Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:23:37 No.17402455 Report

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>>17402240
just drink water

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:SlqO8HSB Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:24:08 No.17402457 Report

Quoted By: >>17402471

>>17402424
Did you say too many racist or anti-semitic comments? I have to tiptoe around a friend that would probably block me if i revealed my true personality. But it's better than being alone.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:24:29 No.17402460 Report

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Im gonna step over my pride and sign up to one of those youth centres where they make traditional food, play tabletop and do finger painting.
Sounds really fucking lame but im desperate enough.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:28:57 No.17402471 Report

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>>17402457
That also but the killing blow was that i admited that sometimes maybe i dont mind jacking off to loli.
The most painfull thing is that literally everyone was fine with it (a group of like 7 people) but one faggot (literal nigger worshipper and unironic communist history major) sperged out.
Of course these were people with zero integrity so everyone suddenly became not ok

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:34:59 No.17402485 Report

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Also by context clues you might have deduced that this happened on discord. These were people from my city that i have met multiple times that were friends of a friend. We were """friends""" for 3 years.
The guy that ran it didnt write any rules that members should follow. You were supposed to just use common sense brah ( self censor ).
Every time i posted something slightly innapropriate or even a meme that they didnt get somebody would sperg out.
It was hanging out with people that hate your guts and pretending its ok kinda situation

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:37:52 No.17402495 Report

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This has happened multiple times already.
I simply refuse to stay in contact with people if not hate me directly hate me for what i do or for my opinions or even better for what kind of profile picture i have on discord.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:41:35 No.17402506 Report

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Crushing loneliness is miles better than trying to appease some powertripping faggot """friend""" or arguing with a mentally defficient britbong about the wealth of your own country.
You always get rollercoaster rides with these people and that is significantly more damaging to my mental health i think

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:aWXugDfo Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:45:52 No.17402517 Report

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Oh, this does sound worse than i thought. With my friend, we just avoid talking about politics, and get along ok.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:47:10 No.17402524 Report

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It still feels very painfull though. Having nobody to talk to. Shouting into the void.
I have been bullied extensively in 6th grade for the way i chose to carry myself at that time. Then i made a vow not to try appeasing people t

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:48:13 No.17402527 Report

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*that hate me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 21:52:37 No.17402543 Report

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With the realisation that the people around me are scumbags not me, i find inner strenght and resolve to do something. Fulfill some kind of purpose. I will stand resilient against these psychotic freaks

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 22:05:07 No.17402578 Report

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So back to sixth grade. This is when i realised that a lot of people are really fucking fake.
I was the new kid. This fat faggot immedeatly befriended me and sat with me during lessons.
We were fucking around breaking shit in the classroom and being insuffearable shits untill somebody that was """mature""" decided that acting like that was no good anymore but it seems you were just supposed to """get it""" suddenly and if you didnt you can imagine happened next.
around 5 people in that class were actively trying to bully me while the rest gave me the silent treatment and deemed that i deserved it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 22:08:25 No.17402592 Report

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Trough extensive self analysis i always try to deduce if i indeed did something wrong.
I quite often do find myself guilty of behaving incorrectly and try to correct my wrongdoings.
Other times it seems that i do nothing wrong besides just being myself and people really hate my guts for it

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 22:21:19 No.17402623 Report

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Sorry mr prism guy i have become inconsistent.
What i meant to say that this fat faggot befriended me in 6th grade. At one point i was drawing characters from happy wheels. I drew the fat woman on a mobility scooter.
At this point a female landwhale that constantly shrieked with a voice of a pig mid slaughter came up to me and immedeatly deduced that i have drawn my new found friend sitting besides me. I dont know why did i go with that version instead of explaining my drawing properly but i did. A week later this so called friend started bullying me together with this gnome looking gypsy kid. The fat faggot was pretty popular in class so the entire class turned against me. These were rich upper class kids that considered themselves to be good people. They certainly thought i they were better people than me
I hope one day these people get swallowed whole by the earth.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 22:27:19 No.17402643 Report

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The realisation is daunting however.
I am not "annoying" "cringe" "a loser" "stupid" "bitter" "edgy" or "immoral".
I am surrounded by evil people that want me to see myself that way.
To change myself for the sole purpose of adhering to their worldview.
Can there be anything more cucked than changing yourself for these people?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7c/WEu/y Thu 06 Apr 2023 22:36:10 No.17402678 Report

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6 grade was also when my psychological disorder started to manifest.
These assholes literally fucked me up for life

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