You know that you are neglecting the old gods because of jews tricking the whole world to believe in a meme god?
The Christian god is a false god who doesn't give a fuck about us (not to say that he exists in the first place)
There is no heaven nor hell, that's just bullshit they told you so you work harder.
Every fucking 12 year old can tell you that the Bible is a giant collection of lies.
Why do you think there is no magic/true divine intervention in todays world?
Why are people believing in supernatural and magical stuff all over the world? Because it was real but powerful people wanted to kill it off so they established a false religion by force.
Just search for answers and they will come.