>>17485060I don't read actual information, mostly story books desu, I've kinda stopped because of college but when I do get the opportunity I love it
I do kinda some "practical" reading like about history but even that's not practical
I just feel like my whole life has been pre-determined regardless of whatever I want to do, I was born, then go to school and go back and study and if you do bad then you get punished, my social skills are pretty weak from former bad interactions and from the fact that I'm likely mentally ill
The mental illness is another thing, I've only really self-diagnosed but like I can't really function that well. I'm also weird af so everyone hates me lol
Currently doing mediocore in college in a degree I don't want in a life that I don't want, I agree that life is worthless if you don't do what you want to do, but if you can't do what you want to do (NEET and just chill all day long) then well surely there has to be something in life
